i just wanted you to know.

it's been three months and two weeks.

three months and two weeks of strange pain. three months and two weeks of awful remembering. three months and two weeks of missing every night and every day. three months and two weeks of loving what no longer lives in the physical.

God, i miss you so much mom. it is literally impossible for a day or an hour to pass without me thinking of you. and no matter what i do, i'll always miss you more than the last time we said goodbye.